lying awake in the sleepless night watching the full moon as it glows as i look at my forlorn life countless thoughts occurs in my mind as i restlessly grow tired of the living wished dreams seems like a nightmare suffering all the time i have no intention to love and to be loved again to survive under the mental disaster it's better to free myself rape the purity,i shall seek my shelter in the dark i shall never mourn upon the lose i am fed of the justices created by the repugnant god
bless me with thy vagued words i shall gladly accept it with every single words spoken i shall live with with hatred that lies inside thy heart every moment i feel blissed curse me with the eternal misery i shall gladly accept it coz with the every passing moments i desire to die with the lasting pain inside my heart for i shall seek my shelter in the dark
as i look at my forlorn life countless thoughts occurs in my mind as i restlessly grow tired of the living wished dreams seems like a nightmare suffering all the time i have no intention to love and to be loved again
as i look at my forlorn life i long to get out from the reality and enter the kingdom of the utopia have no mercy upon me lord just let the will to die be true!!!
Interests
???// join me..you will fynd out yourself..
Favorite Music
iron maiden,metallica,linkin park,emperor,lamb of god,def leppard,ebony tears,six feet under,black sabbath,led zepplin,in-flames,nightwish,opeth,immortal.. etc etc..
Favorite Movies
horrors//
Favorite TV Shows
wotever comes across..
Favorite Quote
where the sun forever vanished once the world was ever splendid that took my soul now the world is too old so take me biting winds My soUL tRAveL wItH a bLacK HeArT..
I wonder how winter will be with a spring that i shall never see i wonder how night will be with a day that i shall never see i wonder how life will be with a light i shall never see i wonder how life will be with a pain that last ETERNALLY..[IMMoRtaL]
she seems dressed in all of me stretched across my shame all the torment and the pain leaked through and covered me i'd do anything to have her to myself just to have her for myself now i dont know what to do i dont know what to do when she makes me sad
she is everything to me the unrequited dream a song that no one sings the unattainable she's a myth i have to believe in all i need to make it real is one more reason i dont know what to do i dont know what to do when she makes me sad but i wont let this build up inside of me wont let this build up inside of me
i catch in my throat,choke,torn into pieces i wont..no, i dont want to be this but i wont let this build up inside of me wont let this build up inside of me
she isnt real wont let this build up inside of me i cant make her real wont let this build up inside of me..
abo ta no way pachi lagdina ani time ni hudaina testo relation ma basnu cos ma sangha time nai hunna mero ta yaar hk bata auda sab hotel pack bhako thiyo so sankar matra baki thiyo so tesmai gareko ani wel bhayo bhane aija na ta satauna teti khera hami ta teha senior jasto huncham hola so naya lai ta hepna paucha ni kich kich garumla ni hehehe ok wel moj gar college ma tc lmlr
saley malai ahaile no in a mood 1 banako thiye hai kich kiche k ani so maile bhoolna nai chod deko ahaile chai bg in kaam yaar abo hamro ta intern ni suru huna aateko cha 1st dec bata suru cha wild pheelan bhetine bhayo 18hrs a day re k duty ta jana auda 1hrs lagcha ani baki time ta suthna paryo ni so no free time k hehehe wel sale teha pani paucha hola ni ok wel la moj gar tero po college ma moj cha ta ani sab exmz haru clear bhayo ki nai? la moj gar tc lmlr
koi koi lai hehe....ya ma ta sanchae chu n timi ??ma ta hijo balla ayako ktm bata ....ah ni kya moj bhayathyo malai ta aunu nae man thiya na tara tihar ayo ni so ....aie ho ra kahela hijo ah ma mp tira gayathya kam thyo so......lulu takecare byeeeeeeee
hello dai, yeah kati pachi hai.............. how is jyoti di? sodecha bhandinu hai............ anni i'm doin a-levels ahile ta........... anni how're u dai? anni tapai kata ho?