They fight, fight against themself.
One minute happy, One minute sad.
Oh why . Doctor, Why would you do this.
Is it a mistake because your a failure to me.
Doctor . you'v turned one into two.
Thats more than a few.
O Why. but My mum is amazing. Why would you do this.
If provided with a gun. Im ready to shoot and run.
If provided with a knife. Im ready to operate on you.
Im ready to provide you the memories that you provided her.

Im ready - to go back two years . Im not ready to make amends.
She was so lovely before but now youve not only physically hurt her but mentally as well. I thought u fixed things yet you ruined mine. When you came through the door I thought u did everything fine. Oh how wrong i was. How wrong we were. You mustve had the last laugh. Now you are there, somewhere along the lined Mercedes Benz. With your 5 star treatment. With your 50 or more maids, here we are - finding a solution here we are seeking the truth.
All of this. Because of You.

I cant let go, theres no point in screaming and crying. I cant let go. Id feel too guilty. I cant let go because my mum was great before this. I cant let go because Shes not my mum anymore.

.. my mum .. she makes me feel like i can do anything.
= i want to dry her tears.